Go Harry xD

2012-01-25T07:11:00.000-08:00

'You held your pride like how

you should have held me.'

2012-01-02T08:56:00.001-08:00

'If you want the world

and worlds beyond it,

date a girl who reads.'

- Urquico, R.

2012-01-01T07:25:00.000-08:00

'Our lives are made

by the deaths of others.'

- Da Vinci, L.

2011-12-26T19:07:00.000-08:00

y' knw how people are always going on about how alcohol honestly
impairs judgement ?

lately, i've come to realise
the extent to which this claim
holds true.

in fact, i've come to swear by it.

2011-12-17T05:54:00.000-08:00

thus, forge ahead with unwavering

dauntlessness that seeks

the horizon, as ever.

2011-12-07T05:55:00.000-08:00

Breathe into me, and make me real.

Bring me to life.

2011-11-24T08:39:00.000-08:00

fatigue winning,

vigour wanning.

i cant help but wonder..

how long more can i keep this up ?

2011-11-20T07:21:00.000-08:00

happy birthday, akk !!!!!

thanks for having celebrated your 17th birthday with us

hope you've enjoyed yourself about as much as i did.

you've honestly grown so much since secondary sch;
im so happy for you.

but above anything,

thank you for having been my friend all these years.

stay happy always, gorgeous.

cheers =)

2011-09-30T07:27:00.000-07:00

song for which i've been looking,

since i was 7 years old

2011-09-13T11:11:00.000-07:00

it's when i think about you..

that i hear songs

2011-07-02T08:17:00.000-07:00

i've got a car that i call Jenny

i take her out

when there's too much noise in my head

she's always there to take me anywhere

just the same way we do it again

2011-05-19T05:18:00.000-07:00

what would you have me say..

fate has its way of stultifying us all?

2011-05-09T06:03:00.000-07:00

you make my day, everyday.

2011-05-01T21:54:00.001-07:00

you have no idea how deeply i fear

the eventual day when i can no longer recognise you

as you cross my path on the streets,

despite the myriad times i (may) so see you in my solitary dreams.

seemingly inane this post may be,

Dearest A, i miss you so.

Dearest T, i miss you so.

Dearest N, i miss you so.

Dearest J, i miss you so.

Dearest W, i miss you so.

Dearest M, i miss you so.

and Dearest H, i miss you so.

this apprehension,

can you possibly empathise ?

2011-03-20T08:20:00.001-07:00

"The flower that blooms in adversity

is the rarest

and most beautiful of all."

Tobi dance

2011-02-12T08:24:00.000-08:00

lolz..

because we're mental like that.

2011-02-08T02:18:00.000-08:00

If there's somebody calling me on,

she's the one.

2011-02-01T23:08:00.000-08:00

ready yourself to run free

as we ride the waves' back

to forever

and let there never be no return

for as thus, we live.

p.s. recently, i've been recalling a certain dream

i dont suppose it lasted for more than a minute

but in my dream

i said naught but a single sentence

it made me complete once more

like, perhaps, being reincarnated

having no troubles on mind nor on hand

and time, it was what we had up our sleeves

i awoke soon after, smiling myself silly

why thus? i inquired

lolz, because the sentence in question

constitutes general lawlessness

and yet, i felt whole once again in that brief moment

like having a 2nd shot at life itself..

i'd love to believe that i do, darling.

2011-01-23T20:16:00.001-08:00

2011-01-23T09:20:00.001-08:00

tell me princess,

now when did you last let your heart decide ?

2011-01-19T22:16:00.000-08:00

things are different now

yeah, surely.

i should've been borned on Planet X lolz..

y' know, that would surely explain and simplify many issues.

2011-01-19T20:43:00.000-08:00

the fight or flight response.

because you never would have a slightest idea how it is i am feeling at th moment

Mrs. M had said it

just how, even if it were for a second, do i think i can survive in this world?

i know being naive just isnt practical in this pragmatic world

but how otherwise?

my understanding of the world is dwindling at an accelerated rate daily, but dont you already know that?

i fear there'll come a time when i can no longer comprehend the world, and vice versa

so cant you just, on account of my disquiet and perturbed mind, let the matter rest already?

because i can no longer stop myself from sinking into deeper despair

life is way off the line

and i may just be losing my marbles

i know i seem veritably disgusted

but more with myself than with anyone elses, if you need know, darling.

p.s. cant 12 Feb come any faster..?

because i cant be more certain it's about time i backtrack for a bit

that should allay my inquietude and remove an enormous load of my already burdened shoulders

perhaps only then, can i start living life, as it should've been, once more.

2010-11-20T06:23:00.000-08:00

heya

we celebrated akk's birthday 2day

had promised 2 upload some pictures we took

hope you enjoy them

and akk, these are all dedicated 2 you, mon ami.. :P

unfortunately, i didnt get an image of the birthday cake

do correct me if im mistaken,

bhud i think it was a chocolate cake with vanilla icing?

hope you guys enjoyed th party as much as i did

2010-11-19T21:59:00.001-08:00

happy 16th birthday akk ^_^

wishing you th best of luck for your 'O' lvls

and thx 4 being my friend, always.

it's has a great pleasure being with you.. :P

hope all your dreams may cme true

rock on, girl

2010-11-08T17:41:00.001-08:00

il suffit, mon ami.

2010-08-27T15:49:00.000-07:00

because even the best of us falls off the bandwagon,

don't we ?

2010-08-04T06:05:00.000-07:00

so many times,

it happens too fast.

you change your passion for glory

2010-07-18T09:35:00.000-07:00

Somehow, all that i am is reminiscent of you.

So promise never to leave me bathing in solitude.

2010-06-25T02:34:00.000-07:00

dont let

this magic die.

2010-06-02T19:17:00.000-07:00

happy 16th birthday a.t.n.x

this marks the 6th yr.

would you have agreed it was a little too coincidental?

p.s this is posted as at 3rd June

2009-12-21T06:20:00.000-08:00

this is the 1st time it happened in 10 years

and the 2nd time it happened within a year,

not counting for 3 for the latter

2009-11-19T05:11:00.000-08:00

happy birthday akk

may all your dreams cme true

and also,

stay happy always :P

2009-09-24T03:15:00.000-07:00

's been 6 years now

2009-08-08T08:35:00.000-07:00

i could start dreaming

but it nvr ends

2009-08-07T10:12:00.000-07:00

blogger is being a jerk

and my emotions is being a bitch.

out wif akk 2dae 4 lunch

was supposed to eat at sumo hse

bhud it was closed when we reached dhr

so we took a stroll ard centre

and i asked her many question lol

aftr which, we ate at S11

cos sumo hse stil did not opened by 11 30.

went 2 amk hub aftr tt

walked many shops,

mostly window shopping

and akk bought a earring that looks real cute.

visited my mom aftr tt

why does my post reads so monotone?

hm..jus 1dering

2009-07-28T01:06:00.000-07:00

my c,

m.

longest post EVER.. :P

2009-06-06T06:27:00.000-07:00

LOL

too much rakion + silkroad

caused my monitor to burn

like wth!! so unfair

aaaaaaaaaaa

why must burn during my holiday

darnit - -

dad refused to fix it

cos he dnt wan me to play comp all dae

esp durin holiday lol

that idiot!!!!!!!!!!!!! angry

using my laptop nw

and i type damn freak slow..

took me long, almost an hour to update this xD

+ alot of typo..

nothing much to do during hols

and results were horrible

failed my maths, science and mtl.

eh best was POA !!!!!

WOOOTS HAHA

been watching much movies

like troy

and brad pitt is damn hell hot

weeeeeeeeeeeeeee ^_6

2009-04-20T03:00:00.000-07:00

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

vending machine ate my 80 cents.

2009-03-12T06:38:00.001-07:00

oh gay me

e-learning ishh e-rational.

2009-03-04T04:40:00.000-08:00

UPDATED SONGS

pls take time to appreciate it

esp th oasis song

1 of my fav nw :P

2009-03-02T04:11:00.000-08:00

Thx alot mel and lampo 4 w8ing

during detention, i had to staple forms 2gather.

lol.. i dint knw stuff works tis way

i tot dhr would be a machine to staple all those forms and ws.

ps. Gosh! Wanna change blog song

i realised something..

each time i post a new update,

i would switch song

hahah.. tis songs r really gr8

Oasis- Dont look back in anger (dad's song)

Matchbox 20- Unwell

Fountains of Wayne- Stacy's Mom.

ENJOY. ooohs btw, i cant change it nw

cos speaker got prob

another day perhaps? :P

2009-02-18T04:35:00.000-08:00

"i ,yap shanshan, swear to tell the truth"

nothing, but the truth, to Tay Yen Suang Talia"

2009-02-18T04:20:00.000-08:00

"Life rocks and then you fly.

Yeah, I should be so lucky."

-Husband

lol i edited it cos it sounded a lil sadistic

bunch of craps

got nothing to update

oooh and iem so glad i missed CCA th other day

HAHA cos i learned new stuff in rakion

stuff tat i wanted 2 learn 4 a long time nw.

boy am i still wandering why it got to mye IP add?

ie think iema get pretty moody and probably upset these days..

i moodswing too fast.

gosh.. it sucks

moodswing

i cant help it

so pls dnt mind if i spoiled uer day?

it was an accident xD

2009-02-18T04:15:00.000-08:00

"Life sucks and then you die.

Yeah, I should be so lucky."

-Jacob

2009-02-09T05:49:00.000-08:00

oops long time no update

lol.. busy wif rakion and silkroad

dnt knw wat th heck ishh wrong wif mye rakion

it cant work 2dae

cos of some runtime error

no idea wat tt means

so lately..

ie've been feeling really sleepy and tired

esp from this year onwards

i hope tis doesnt continue

feels like dead.

HAHA mye real purpose of logging into mye blog

ishh to change song ^^

BYE

2009-01-21T05:43:00.000-08:00

chnged blogskin..

COOL RITE?! :P

tell me abt it

welcoming the CULLEN COUPLES.

PROBABLY TH BEST IN THE WORLD

HAHAHAHAH

tryna figure out hw to watch some movie

bhud mye comp too class,

cant watch VCD.

so bored, so i jus chnged blogskin.

tryna find a suitable song

WANNA SUGGEST? iem open ^^

2009-01-19T04:21:00.000-08:00

HEYA

sooo long no update..

VERY BUSY :P

wif rakion and silkroad

and mye husband affair

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

2dae YOG very borin

cos we oredi knw wat's cming up

nothing special

jus walk ard

mostly slacked alot.

oooh and went to KFC

wif sponsers from KARESIA (THX)

YAH. EAT ALOT

popcorn, mashed potato, and drinks.

gtg nw ..

dad's CALLING XD

BYE

2008-11-26T01:50:00.000-08:00

~ BACK !

lol got miss me?

love the trip (YAHH, more dhen i lyk AKK HAHA)

made quite a change to mye parent's attitude to me (:

and um...

i hardly did much shopping compared to last yr

cos of some money probs ><

bhud we ate pretty great food

and the ppl are so fwenly and helpful

ok BYE BYE

2008-11-19T05:47:00.000-08:00

~HAPPY B'DAY TO AKK XD

celebrated at AMK HUB

along wif rika, hazell, AKK and maha!

Rika onii came 2 pass AKK her present

and dhen she had to go ><

cos her lil sis will miss her (?)

So we ate at sumo house

and hazell had to go

cos she hav to attend th grad nite.

Ltr me, akk and maha went to catch madagascar2

HAHAH lovely movie

so touching and cute

esp alex the lion.

Stopover at mac foh an ice cream

and dhen went window shopping till 6

and finally ..

HOME SWEET HOME

cos tt 2pid AKK miss her home

lol

tts all 4 nw..

gonna go to Kuching tmr.

Not exactly very eager or anything ><

ps Having alot alot alot alot of family problems

1st time i experience stuff so horrible.

i really cant stand it much longer T_T

its really hurts..

when uer family aint dhr 4 ue

and had to make it worst.

2008-11-14T01:47:00.001-08:00

HELLO~

new blogskin!

foh the big harry potty fans

and tt includes me (:

lovely book!

dhr're 7 series

um..

i like th 3rd and 7th book best.

they're so awesome!!

great author

JK Rowling (:

HAHAH

gonna go to kuching soon on the 20 nov

and gotta rmb to pay foh mye locker rents

TOOODLES PALS xD

ps. will try to relink you guys soon ^^